Sunday, September 17, 2017

She's Gone

Grandma and Karen were about to leave.  And Chris and Reed were about to leave.  But I guess she wanted everyone here.  

Karen noticed she was "guppy breathing", only opening her mouth to take a breath.  I was on the other side of the room and dad called for Ben, and I knew that was it.  She took two more breaths, each about a minute apart, and she was done.

This was the first week she wasn't able to go to farmers market or church.  This was the first day she didn't eat anything.  

I can't stop crying, but I also can't stop smiling.  She led such a good life, and died surrounded by people who love her.  She was the best mommy ever.  She probably made mistakes, but I don't know what they might have been.

More to come soon....

15 comments:

  1. We are so sorry! Your posts have been such a tribute to your mom and such a testimony of what a wonderful family she and your dad have raised! You have all been in my prayers constantly these past few days.

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  2. Love love love to you. We've been telling "the first time I met Kelly" stories all night.

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  3. Love to you Sarah. I can tell you have a wonderful family.

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  4. God Bless you all. Amidst the tears, I hope that some rest, some peace, and some laughter may fill your hearts. You all have done the best job anyone could ask for.. you helped your mom to heaven, ..as she has helped others make the transition to being moms for so many years. She is proud, I know, and I am glad she was in her own home, with her loved ones with her. You are wonderful, all of you. Much Love. Kathleen Please let me know if I can bring a meal anytime. Perhaps in a month when food sounds better and gifts of food slow down.

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    1. Kathleen, you expressed perfectly what I wanted to say, thank you. There is tonight another perfect angel watching over her family and all the many others who have known Kelly.

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  5. My prayers and thoughts are with you all. God bless you.
    - Kathy Barrett

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  6. "She probably made mistakes, but I don't know what they might have been." Sarah, as a mother, I can think of no greater joy than to leave my daughters with this legacy. Thank you for your kindness and generosity in sharing your journey with us; your mom lived well and was well-loved. My heart, along with so many others, is with your family tonight and in the days to come.

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  7. Rik and I are so very sorry to hear this, our love, our thoughts our hearts are with you all tonight and will be in the days to come. A very bright light has left us, Kelly will be deeply missed by so many. We are grateful to have known her and thank you for sharing her with us.
    ❤️🌹 Marianna

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  9. Kathleen said it so perfectly.. thank you for helping her go to Heaven... You all did such a good job of care as a Team supporting each other... Our hearts are filled with thoughts of you. Looking for photos. Remembering much of the best person I've met, no exaggeration... Thank you for writing all of these updates and beautiful tributes

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  10. I am thinking of all of you guys and sending love. Kelly was such a bright spirit and so filled with love of family and community. I know she is going to be dearly missed by many.

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  11. Brian and I are sending loving thoughts to you all. I shall keep Kelly in my heart and think of her always as a force of nature - strong and bold and unbelievably generous and kind and funny and supportive and full of faith and oftentimes loud and at music parties grabbing spoons to play. Her legacy is boundless love and an amazing family. We feel fortunate to have been touched by her lifespark.

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  12. So much love and peace to the King family. I will always think of her radiant smile and positivity when I think of Kelly. Light and healing to you all.
    Julia Austin & Jeff Chapman

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  13. So many hearts are broken. From those of you who were so close to her to those of us who knew her from "afar". She left an impression on us all. May you all find comfort and healing in the positive impact she made on so many people. I am so deeply sorry for this great loss in your lives. Kelly made a difference.

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  14. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
    Kelly had such a positive attitude throughout all of this difficult time. There is probably a lesson here for all of us.
    Barry and family stay strong and carry on.Kelly would not want it to be any other way.
    Bruce Freeman

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